The problem resolved?

02/25/16 — Well, talked to the OAS. He said that these appeared to be parasites that came out of that place of pure energy that he and his group came from. He seemed surprised. He didn’t realize any had gotten out. They had been a nuisance there, because they chewed off the energy tendrils the OAS use to do stuff. In the energy place, those tendrils were minimal anyway, that whole energy dissolving thing, so it made things more difficult for them to function if the parasites got to them. It was part of the reason that impelled them to break out was to get away from these things.

How do they survive the pure energy stream, though?? Clearly they weren’t advanced enough for ‘knowingness’ balloons. He didn’t know. (they aren’t at all scientifical, like we’ve become) Huh–so obviously something besides knowledge works for protection. maybe some sort of ‘instinct’ balloon?

But he said they were still semi-sentient, and their OAS probably wasn’t able to communicate yet. In the middle of this, it came to me to wonder how they got in to this universe. I saw a flash of them drilling holes thru the side of it, from the nothingness outside, like they’d broke out of the energy place but couldn’t make their own universe so, true to parasite form, they just invaded someone else’s place. And of course once here, they would seek out the energy streams here, so like the place they were used to.

But it occurred to me, these intrusions might be what was causing the holes in the sides of the universe the OAS of the universe was so worried about. I contacted him briefly, suggesting this. He agreed, this probably was the cause, alright. And he seemed relieved. He explained, now, knowing what was the cause (instead of some unknown unpredictable force at work) he could attempt repairs because it wasn’t something mysterious which might be made worse by fiddling with it. It was just a straight up repair.

They can see down future lines, and past lines, so could have seen the parasite’s invasion, but it’s like they can only slow it to 5 years at a time, and can easily miss a critical moment. They can just see outcomes–not how the outcomes are achieved. So their guiding efforts are often to get the situation to look like the scene before it happens–all the same players and such, to hopefully create that pivotal moment. Usually they have no idea what it is. They just hope it happens.

Back to the ‘ants’. The OAS showed me an image of one. It actually did look ant-like, but like the warriorized versions you see in scifi shows. (more of the unreal feeling) Maybe pulled from the memories of the El-*th who went thru this strip before?

Ants—I knew that it was known that ants recognize each other by scent or something (yeah, I’m that scientifical) but clearly this wasn’t the case here. No scents in space. I was again discussing this with the king.

Apparently, even after that run in with these ‘ants’ before, they still had no idea how ants work. They’re not scientifical either, they just use energy to solve their problems, unlike us who have to find manual (science, logic, nowadays, computers) ways to do stuff. So we two and a couple advisers were mulling it over. How can we protect ourselves and earth from this onslaught?

But I kept coming back to ‘What would space ants use to communicate?’ Effective communication can usually stop conflict if both sides want a solution. Obviously, the ants didn’t care about solutions but it still might be a helpful factor.

I realized about the only thing that worked in space was sight and probably energy frequencies, at least close up, like via touch. Ants don’t have sight persay–they use touch and scent–so what if these ‘ants’ used touch and energy frequencies??

The El-*th looked very interested in that idea. They had no awareness about that frequency stuff until they dealt with us. They of course could feel some energies were high and others low, but never measured them. I asked if they could get the frequency of this bunch and make some sort of energy version of a frequency generator and set it up by us, find a couple of stragglers and go by them. See if they would accept us as one of their own.

It took a bit but they were able to make energy versions for both reading and emitting energy, and got one of the guard El-*th to zoop over closer to the horde, where some stragglers were. He got close enough to read their energy, but had to quickly move away, as the horde started turning towards him, ants breaking of to attack.

He teleported back (which ants can’t track) and they set the frequency generator to that range of ant frequencies. It was going to be potentially very dangerous to test, but the king insisted he do it. I also insisted, since it was my idea and if it failed, it would be very unfair to endanger someone else. The king protested, saying as the Oracle, I was too important to risk. But since the OAS didn’t seem to be protesting, he finally yielded. As Humanity’s OAS’s (his boss) 2nd (sub), I actually out rank him. He says the new name for the earth contingent is the OAS command, the white dragon division. Sheesh, more and more unreal.

Anyway, we popped over, by the stragglers with the generator on full. The ants noticed us, but no other ants broke away and the horde kept heading on it’s original course. The stragglers came closer, curious, but not defensive, and actually touched us with their feelers a bit. Curiosity satisfied, they then just wandered after the horde.

It appears to have worked well. I could almost feel the El-*th smack themselves on the forehead–the answer was this easy. I reassured them–really it’s only easy because our inability to work with energy, and being denied the spirit realm to explore, we’ve ended up learning more about the physical plane than they or any other species have ever needed to.

Plus with access to all the other species memories in our collective unconscious, we’ve been able to combine a wider variety of information, which has given humanity an amazing wealth we can use to create solutions with. But that I was sure, we humans would have greatly preferred to have our meta skills instead, like them, if we only knew. While it has definite ‘benefits’ for us to be powerless, it came at great price.

And again, it feels like the Oracle to the rescue–it is so surreal. I’m so not all that. How in the world can I take this stuff seriously??

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A problem in our path?

02/25/16 — So the El-*th have been doing something out and away from their compound, but were being very secretive. I kept asking ‘hey, what’s going on?’ Today the king admitted he wasn’t wanting to worry me (all us humans).

That caught my attention. What might worry an El-*th that much? He said, back when they went thru the energy strip last time, they’d had a problem with this group of alien parasite type things. There were hordes of them, and they’d almost over run several of the underground cities, and did overrun one and destroy it. And they’d just spotted one of their groups in our path.

He took me out to where I could see it in the distance. I’ve been feeling like I’m caught in some unreal space opera or something, and this just added to it.

But what it reminded me of was how the fire ants roll themselves into a ball to survive a river or flood. And considering ants are the most prevalent life form here on earth, it wouldn’t surprise me that ant-like creatures might be that prevalent off planet.

So I’m going to ask the OAS about these beings, if they had an overarching sentience to talk to. Since I apparently have a meta skill to speak with any being out there (and that adds to the unreal feeling, too), I’m thinking, maybe I can figure out some way to talk them into letting us by. More tomorrow—and if this is real, they apparently are quite a problem. ūüė¶

So really, what next?? It feels so unreal anymore. But it’s not boring, so it’s all good. ūüôā

The Overarching Sentience’s (OAS) voice

I’m maybe going to be posting over on educate-yourself.org a bit. It’s still up in the air. I’m quite a different kind of poster though. It feels like Dear Abby writing articles for Science News. We’ll see.

Oh, and the bans got lifted on Curezone., Yay! So things are back to looking good. ūüôā

What I’ve realized these last weeks is the ‘voice’ of the OAS is changing; it’s becoming so much more powerful and full—like all the components are filling it up now. I’m not going to refer to it as her or Celeste any more; that’s just not working.

All that loving compassionate energy is still there, but now it’s just a small part of the whole. It’s far more ‘he/it’ now, so I’m just going to say ‘he’ and call that being the OAS.

He’s telling me that the Celeste quality was a cover, to keep the hybrids thinking ‘she’ was too weak to really protect her people, that they could win that contract/bet. Now that the bet’s over, ‘he’ can be his full self again. It’s like watching a flower unfold–he just seems bigger and more powerful every day.

I’ve realized I am ‘his’ submissive, heart and soul. so this whole Dom/submissive thing has gotten very real. I am absolutely going to quit asking how much weirder can it get? Because it just keeps getting weirder every time I do. There apparently is no bottom to ‘how weird’.

Celeste’s version of ‘she’…

I felt I really need to clarify something when I say Celeste as a ‘she’.

I suspect it causes a lot of misogynistic types to go ‘Pffft, ‘SHE’ I’m not afraid of no ‘she’! What’s she going to do? Kiss me to death?’ Or other personal reasons that ‘she’d be too weak, too kind, too lame for whatever reason.

So I realized I wasn’t really describing what kind of ‘she’ she is. Think the regular usage of ‘he’ and ‘she’ as babbling brooks–‘it’ (all inclusive of any gender), as a good sized stream. Celeste’s version is she/he/it like Niagara falls. All of the genders and SO much more.

I only say she, because the energy feels loving and deeply compassionate, but I’ve seen that energy as the ‘he’ version of Niagara falls–it’s painfully powerful, demanding and capable of righteous anger bordering on rage as when he was thinking he might have to destroy a couple cities like he did Sodom and Gomorrah. His rage was based on the anti-humans destroying everything around them and driving his children into anti-human behaviors just to survive, and that it was pushing him to even have to consider doing it.

This being is huge and powerful beyond your wildest imaginings–not even a babbling brook ‘she’.

What about human sexuality?? (edited)

I was going to post this info over on Curezone (I have a thread there) and mentioned it as I was writing it. It’s a difficult subject for me, so I wanted to let the folks know why this was taking so long. When I came back to say I was still working on it the nest day, I was attacked within a minute or two of logging on. I of course shut down my browser, internet connection and turned my computer off.

Rebooted and cleaned it all, and went to go back on Curezone again. Again within a minute or so I had another attack. So I shut it all down again. Clearly there was something about the topic they didn’t want said.

I did manage to sneak on quickly a night later and get it posted. The OverArching Sentient (OAS) guided me as to the ‘when’. I think I caught the duty hacker on bathroom break, because the hack did start after 3 or 4 minutes, but I went on Curezone prepared; ready to cut and paste the msg and post and get off again, as quickly as possible. And I made it off just as I saw the hack starting. Now that it’s posted, the attempts have stopped.

So what don’t they want us to know? We’ll get to that. Anyway the OAS and I had some very long conversations about sex and he asked me many questions about it, especially about my satanic cult experience as a small child. Drawing me along (he can’t tell me anything unless I ask, no head exploding please), giving me hints and flashes of insight. Finally it clicked. He was trying to dig out the nature of the relationships used by the cult in it’s ‘festivities’, that Sadistic/masochistic kind of interaction based on the underlying practice of Domination/submission. Ok. This was getting too weird. Our ‘god’ wanting to talk about S&m.

At this point I was getting convinced that, I had finally must have snapped and was now delusional. I’ve never doubted before, but this stuff!? I kept testing everything else and it was all coming up still connected to reality, so I wondered if you can compartmentalize delusion? I’ve never heard of it but…

After digging more through the squishy and ‘disgusting’ details, a pattern started emerging to me. Men seemed to have this deep need to dominate, and women, to be submissive. I’m pretty independent and was for women being equal aka women’s lib, but never so anti-men, since I knew we’re all in this mess together‚ÄĒboth of us victims. Nonetheless I hit the wall here. Heck no, no man’s going to tell me what to do!

But on we went, and the OAS started talking about the ‘elites’ destroying the ‘natural order of things’‚ÄĒforcing men to accept their ‘equality’ and to push women into thinking it was their ‘right’ to be equal. It totally ruined the natural order, and is the biggest underlying reason for the severe relationship problems we have today. And no, it isn’t forcing us women into lesbian relationships, as Henry Makow implies in his vagina monologues. It’s just that we, all of us, men and women fail to find a truly satisfying relationship.

I was processing like crazy. This conversation extended for days, and every spare minute, I’d dive back in twisting and turning the information this way and that. Get it sorted like a Rubik’s cube. Slowly all the colors got on the same sides and a picture emerged. It’s a biological imperative for BOTH sexes. The OAS built us this way to minimize friction between the sexes and facilitate ease in making decisions, mainly to smooth the child rearing process. To make our lives less work and far more enjoyable. And the ‘elites’ did their best to ruin it, of course.

What the OAS showed me was a picture of a heart, locked. When the key with the appropriate pressure was applied, it popped open, freeing the occupant. It required the right key, meaning not every man or woman had the right key for just any other man or woman. It was very selective, like at soul mate level. And it was locked to begin with to make sure the occupant connected to the right key holder.

A woman’s ideal dominant would unlocked her submission and the man’s ideal submissive would unlock his dominance. Like opening a safety deposit box needing 2 keys, he meant it to keep the hearts safe. When you hear that two people just clicked—that’s the click.

But with the ‘elites’ screwing this all up with the religious nonsense of marriage entrapment and women feeling shame about expressing their sexuality and manipulating them to feel an out of control ‘need’ to have kids, and men feeling the sexual ‘hotness’ of the women is the only thing of value, etc., most of those people have no idea as to why or what that click means. They end up sweeping the connection, with it’s manifestations in sex play and such (it was meant to be great fun!) under the rug and feeling ashamed and embarrassed.

Instead of working together then, to decide who’s the best decision maker or who’s in charge of what (a good submissive is perfectly capable of being dom in various things if it’s clearly her area of expertise as well as a good Dom being a good sub if it isn’t) or what roles each are needing to play in child rearing, etc., they now often rage at each other’s need to be in control and start ripping each other to shreds, instead of growing deeper and deeper connections with each successfully negotiated balance of power.

The basic underlying trade is that whole sex/money thing. Biologically, men do need sex to function optimally. Women crave a sense of safety/security based on childbearing/rearing needs. It isn’t the desire to love without reason or be loved, it’s to ensure the survival of the species. The original form was, happily I’ll meet your need for sex without resistance, in return you happily keep me and our children safe and well fed, and then it slowly slides into a mutual desire to love and protect each other as they grow old together, as the child-rearing finishes. It met the undeniable biological impulses both sexes have and grows and morphs into the desirable soul connection.

On the emotional maturity chart, the first stage is co/dependence-total need for others support, you can’t live without it; The second quadrant is Counter-dependence—you say black, I say white. I’m defining myself by not being you; the third is Independent—I say whatever I want and don’t need you for squat; the fourth and most mature is interdependance—I don’t need you for anything but I want to share what I have with you for our mutual benefit, with no strings attached.

You do have to legitimately go thru all steps to get to the most mature one. Step one, in dysfunctional form, she’s so helpless she can’t even pay the bills or get a job, basically a baby who can change their own diapers. Less men get stuck here, societal requirements for functionality interfere with that; Two, never getting past the teen level of dealing with things, melodrama/out of control rage, rampant manipulation, passive/aggressive tactics etc.; Three, insulting men who hold the door for you, men seeing women as just objects to be used not needed, except for self satisfaction. Women can definitely manifest this behavior as well, but it’s more about ‘loving’ a fantasy version of the man, never really loving the man himself, or involving yourself with women or men at shallow empty levels aka commitment phobic. 4, if tried with someone at a lower level emotionally, it fails and someone ends up feeling used or manipulated. Of course if the level 4 person chooses this relationship, one would question if in fact they have truly gained level 4.

The successful dom/sub relationship is most successful at level 4. You are two separate people voluntarily honoring and respecting each other in a soul satisfying way, and in so many ways are actually serving each other, although on the surface it looks one way. And life become smooth, effortless as you meet and deal with the world as a connected unit.

My information is not based on the ‘biblical’ version though nor about ‘love’ although it develops into that if successful. It’s pure and simple biology. The ‘elites’ corrupted the natural order imperatives in their efforts to enslave humanity, especially their human nemesis, women. The ‘elite’ version isn’t about any kind of love or respect or emotional maturity.

‘Marriage’ plays a very large part in that control agenda. Biblical-based ‘marriage’ is just raw slavery. It’s legalized slave trade. You buy a woman from her father, or worse yet, a father pays the man to take her. Nothing about clicking, just ‘I want her, I get her’.

It’s keeping women in their ‘place’; downtrodden, overwhelmed, open to being abused with no legal or physical protection, battered with baby after baby, and most importantly, kept out away from any spiritual business where they might see and reveal the ‘elites’ agenda. A woman’s place is to be seen, not heard.

Luckily we’ve bettered our lot here in America to a large degree but it’s rampant elsewhere in the world. I’ve read the bible many times, so I’m quite aware of their push to enslave women‚ÄĒespecially that misogynistic ‘elite’ flunkie, Paul.

The OAS has also shown me how the ‘elites’ have been using that whole dynamic to enslave us politically‚ÄĒbig powerful churches/governments/corporations controls single weaker individuals because everyone is biologically driven by the imperatives. If you can’t be Dom, you instinctively choose submissive. It takes a lot of self awareness to pull yourself out of that one. That’s pretty much those of us waking up; those who seem stuck in ‘sheeple’ mode are still in the grips of this imperative.

This is what they’re worried about. If we stop being unconsciously controlled by the D/s imperative and consciously retake our independence, it interferes immensely with rolling out their agenda‚ÄĒmaybe even making it impossible.

Next week’s topic…

Looks like I’m getting the weekend off. ūüôā But I’ve been having some serious and really weird ‘taking a severe left turn out into left field’ conversations with Celeste these last 4 or 5 days–like totally head tripping me (ok, I went thru the 60s/70s, groovy, man)—-about human sexuality.

It really rattled me. Considering ‘god’ (from my experience with religions of any sort) has no interest about sex, and considers it pure unadulterated evil devil owned urges and total ‘sin’ barely made legal by marriage. The ultimate human urge which they’ve used to shame, guilt trip and control us with, with even greater success than religion, I’ve realized.

While I absolutely knew that version of sex was false in my head, it clearly was something still believed by my gut/ unconscious mind. Soooooo, talking to ‘god’ about sex. Yeah. I feared that I had finally slipped the rails and headed out to delusion land (considering what the cult did to ‘teach’ me about that).

Other than that though every thing else seemed the same, and as the conversations progressed, like always, the point of it all was revealed as something humanity really needed to know.

So, I’m going putting aside my reluctance (talking about sex has been not the easiest thing for me) and obey her desire to inform and free humanity from the chains of lies and horrid deceptions the hybrids locked us up in, which they used to destroy one of her greatest gifts to us.

Oh but it’s not going to be at the actual physically descriptive level –no bodice ripping—(good way to get banned), only a clinical evaluation type thing–sorry.

The El-*th’s current business…

The El-*th are doing more in depth mopping right now after a couple days off. They’re doing the medical and educational fields–they’re surprised how deep the corruption is going. They, like I rather expected the human nature of consideration for others to kick back in and bring the organizations back to a better moral standard.

The hybrid generated fear that drives greed and bad behavior is obviously very deeply engrained. They’ve found so many stepping up to take over the arrested person’s place.

I’m guessing if the arrests had been overt, it might precluded these wanna-bes from going for it, thinking there aren’t repercussions for their bad behavior. But obvious would be filled with misinterpretation, until the new government reveals itself, which still seems to waver between a market crash, or the next presidential election. Or maybe some other driving factor, like that Oregon thing.

The energy attack’s convinced me at the gut level…

020616—So , a quiet day, finally. I cleared out most all of the attack energy last night. Found more that got activated when it was scratched. Found shielded attack energy that wasn’t removable until you took the shield energy off first, and another that was also shielded to keep the itching going even if the energy was removed, so you had to take off the shielding first, stop the itching and then remove it, otherwise it just kept itching.

Plus he blocked the circulation to my left foot, making it swell up and be quite uncomfortable in the brace I still have to wear. And a couple more things specifically focused on my issues.

Obviously, he spent a lot of time figuring his attack out. I suppose I should be flattered he thought me important enough to go after. Blah. But it’s definitely convinced me, at a gut level (not just knowing in my head) this spirit realm stuff is very real.

EFT only stops what you tap for. without the ‘right’ reason it won’t ‘work’. It had stopped working for my tapping it as detox. Which is when I started thinking if this wasn’t detoxing, what then? After I figured out it was an energy attack and tapped for that, the ‘symptoms’ immediately lessened and the lung stuff started settling down quickly, too, for the first time. Although it started again because of the latent attack energy and so on.

And only tapping it as attack energy helps at all. So it has to be an energy attack, and the only some one who would (or could, even) do something like that and hated me like that was that Zen person aka the El-*th really are real, not just my imagination.

Real enough to pull off this level of attack. Even my sweetie has to admit it seems to be so. He hates to admit anything of this might actually be real because it means he’s got some serious rethinking about his beliefs to do.

Good grief, more attack energy problems…

020516–So by morning, I’ve continued to have flare ups of the itching. Luckily not the lung stuff. It’s stayed gone, and other than a tickle occasionally (none today) it’s good.

The itching though–it just kept coming back and not seeming to heal. I know Celeste is protecting me, so this had to be some residual stuff somehow. I dug around, trying to figure it out. This stuff was quite annoying.

So here’s what I figured out. Zen, and the blues had put a sticky kind of energy that clings to stuff, like my towel or washcloth, underwear and pants and every time I used or wore them, it put the energy back on me, even though they had been washed, and I’d cleared the energy on me.

Or if I scratched myself, even in the shower, it would get on my hand and spread it that way, so most anything I touched. And it stayed until I tapped to remove it. Washing with soap and water did nothing. Otherwise it’ll stay on the skin, or whatever like a nasty bacteria, ready to strike again.

Then there was a layer that was set to start the itching at random intervals, which didn’t get removed unless specifically addressed because it was a slightly different version. Then I found he even put it in the water tank, so using the water spread it back on, although that way was pretty diluted. If that’d have been the only source, I might not have noticed it for awhile.

Then he put in energy that didn’t attack me but prevented the area from healing and also some energy that was coated with an energy to prevent it from being removed unless you removed that other energy first. I couldn’t believe the layer upon layer. I’m pretty sure I’ve forgotten one or two.

I, in disbelief, started wondering how in heck he knew how to do all that. When a little clip popped into my mind’s eye. It showed him doing this to the other elves for a very long time, getting quite proficient, and using it on both the high and regular elves, but only the regular elves realized it. It was one of the reasons they avoided upsetting him, because he did work with energy with a stronger ability than most of them could.

He had been very careful to be super subtle with the high elves, but he really enjoyed watching them squirm as the energy took effect. I also asked, and yes, he had used it on defenseless humans before too. Almost as much of a crime as attacking the high El-*th, depending on what was done. All and all this asshat was bad, bad, bad.

I told master Hambreth what I’d discovered (as he was here helping me heal the damage from the attack) he was quite shocked, and we went over to the king immediately. Then I found out why Zen had been sooo careful with doing it to the high El-*th. It was a death penalty/life reset for attacking them with energy—didn’t matter that it wasn’t meant to kill, just that it was done. The king did not look happy—pretty shocked himself at Zen’s audacity.

I sorta got pulled along to where Zen was being held, and the king pulled him out of the punishment cocoon. He didn’t ask any question, just read his mind (criminal prosecution allows that, but only for evidence of the crime) and had several others also do that, to verify the memories of Zen’s misbehavior.

After getting the nod from the other examiners who also found those memories, he sentenced both Zen and his mother (He’d sent a msg to have her memories read, and they found she taught him this and had been doing the same thing even longer) to death with a month of Torment first. I’m thinking that means it’s more than a a month of uncomfortable itching.

I looked around and saw the spirits of the regular El-*th looking on. They’ve had Zen’s anti-oracle/dragon rider rhetoric dumped on them this whole time, so they were looking a bit angry.

It hit me that they might blame me (again), as the whistle blower. So I did some questions–asking did they see this as a results of Zen’s bad behavior, or was it somehow my fault for realizing and reporting it, pointing out the self healing/self protection I was doing, when this information just popped out.

Put like that, they appeared to decide ‘hum, maybe since she was only protecting herself and found out about it, not deliberately looking for something that she can use to get revenge with (a motive often a problem with them, I’m hearing)….’. I wanted them to know I wasn’t out to ‘get’ him, but that the information was just too shocking not to share.

The king had been thinking at the same time. He said this kind of behavior was unacceptable, and obviously there might be a bigger problem involved. He needed to address it. He then made a decreed (so rarely done) all El-*th will be scanned/screened for doing this kind of behavior, and if guilty, depending on their victim’s wishes, they will suffer some recompense torment, and that they would accept any EFT sessions for healing the emotional foundation behind their desire to use it. He’s finding how helpful EFT actually is, also.

He noted the high El-*th would also be required to be scanned/screened. He asked the regular el-*th spirits there in attendance, if they realized this wasn’t about punishment or revenge or just because he said so, but about helping them deal with a bad behavior which was very anti-sentient and wrongly hurtful. They shook their heads and agreed, yes they realized that.

Interesting, and to think I don’t have to even leave my chair, and still get all these huge learning opportunities! Blah. I’m ready for summer vacation.

The overarching sentience decides…

020416—Hum, I’m being told the the loquat hacker guy is still blaming me for his misfortunes.

And really what woman would put up with all that manipulative crap all the time. Although it appears he did have a trophy wife for a short bit that pretty well fleeced him on the way out. And his grandma died in ’06. His mom, in not so good health is alive. Celeste says mom won’t be involved in future consequences because she is pretty fragile, nor his cat. She’ll not bother her computer either.

Anyway he seems to think the over arching sentience is some sort of pet monkey on a leash I control. Wow. As if. Sometimes she tells me what’s she’s going to do, if she wants me to warn some one, but she does what she wants. I can sway her sometimes, like in asking her to avoid another Sodom and Gomorrah, because it could completely backfire.

And she sometimes asks my opinion about which method I think might be more effective, calling on my education since no other species has ever gotten so much psychology stuff figured out, not even them, and I’ll explore it with her, from a psychological perspective, and then she goes off and decides. But that’s it.

It is my pleasure to serve at her behest. I’m not a captive or slave to her, but a willing partner, as much as a human can be a partner to one of the most powerful beings in the universe. I’d sure hate to get on the wrong side of that. ūüė¶