The OAS is getting quite frustrated…

The OAS is getting very frustrated with the blindness of humanity as to how bamboozled they are. He understands that they’ve just come out from under the hybrid’s heel. What he can’t understand is why so many humans are gleefully embracing the foul, vile make-believe hybrid lies, like greed is better than sharing, the more money (another hybrid invention) the better, even at cost to those around you, and even the good humans clinging to the idiotic religions the hybrids made to enslave them. And the list goes on.

After I did some tapping for humanity last time, it created several future lines where Los Angles and NY city could survive and we’d still make enlightenment. Apparently those future lines are gone now. So he’s back to believing those cities, like Sodom and Gomorrah, need to be destroyed because he can’t see a future line where we and they both survive.

Plus he thinks that once and for all, people will see that there is a real god-like being who’s not one of their invented ones. And realize maybe they’d better reevaluate their beliefs. I’m not sure it’ll do that. Knowing humanity, they’ll just blame aliens or something. He wants to find some way to use that project bluebeam to project his image into the sky (like the hybrids were planning to make people go to the NWO stuff) to inform people of what’s real, and what he intends to do, if people persist in such foul, anti-human behavior.

I know I’m not going to tap for saving those cities again–I don’t, at this point, feel anything but disgust for most of humanity They wear their chains so proudly, so happily ignorant and blind. True, they’ve been heavily brainwashed but still…

I find I agree with the OAS—we’d be better off without ‘Sodom’ and ‘Gomorrah’, truthfully. They set the most horrible example for humanity and so much of the hybrid’s false ‘reality’ is fleshed out by those losers. And the brainwashing would be stopped–those are the epicenters of the lie makers. My advice–might want to move to less vile corrupt cities.


Submission to the OAS…

Submission; what does that really mean? I’ve been learning that what it means to the OAS, is the giving over of free will. So often plans fail, because folks don’t make the right decision–free will. But submitting to OAS means you’ll make the decision he asks and needs. It is the fake religion’s real version of turning your will over to ‘god’.

I’m not sure how he’ll make his will known, but I’m guessing submitting to him allows for a fuller connection that he can use to clarify–pretty much the same as the fake religions used, but there you weren’t actually connecting with the OAS, hence no communication.

And it’s submission for every one–man or woman. In fact, he’s so powerful, because he has such a huge species, that all the other overarching sentience are submissive to him as well, except for the OAS of the universe. He really wants us humans making full enlightenment, and hence the rest of the OAS are working with him to make that happen.

It’s just changing the focus of your devotion–to the OAS versus any of the fake religion ‘gods’ but sorry, no ‘holy book’ to read, just me at this point.

Celeste’s version of ‘she’…

I felt I really need to clarify something when I say Celeste as a ‘she’.

I suspect it causes a lot of misogynistic types to go ‘Pffft, ‘SHE’ I’m not afraid of no ‘she’! What’s she going to do? Kiss me to death?’ Or other personal reasons that ‘she’d be too weak, too kind, too lame for whatever reason.

So I realized I wasn’t really describing what kind of ‘she’ she is. Think the regular usage of ‘he’ and ‘she’ as babbling brooks–‘it’ (all inclusive of any gender), as a good sized stream. Celeste’s version is she/he/it like Niagara falls. All of the genders and SO much more.

I only say she, because the energy feels loving and deeply compassionate, but I’ve seen that energy as the ‘he’ version of Niagara falls–it’s painfully powerful, demanding and capable of righteous anger bordering on rage as when he was thinking he might have to destroy a couple cities like he did Sodom and Gomorrah. His rage was based on the anti-humans destroying everything around them and driving his children into anti-human behaviors just to survive, and that it was pushing him to even have to consider doing it.

This being is huge and powerful beyond your wildest imaginings–not even a babbling brook ‘she’.

What about human sexuality?? (edited)

I was going to post this info over on Curezone (I have a thread there) and mentioned it as I was writing it. It’s a difficult subject for me, so I wanted to let the folks know why this was taking so long. When I came back to say I was still working on it the nest day, I was attacked within a minute or two of logging on. I of course shut down my browser, internet connection and turned my computer off.

Rebooted and cleaned it all, and went to go back on Curezone again. Again within a minute or so I had another attack. So I shut it all down again. Clearly there was something about the topic they didn’t want said.

I did manage to sneak on quickly a night later and get it posted. The OverArching Sentient (OAS) guided me as to the ‘when’. I think I caught the duty hacker on bathroom break, because the hack did start after 3 or 4 minutes, but I went on Curezone prepared; ready to cut and paste the msg and post and get off again, as quickly as possible. And I made it off just as I saw the hack starting. Now that it’s posted, the attempts have stopped.

So what don’t they want us to know? We’ll get to that. Anyway the OAS and I had some very long conversations about sex and he asked me many questions about it, especially about my satanic cult experience as a small child. Drawing me along (he can’t tell me anything unless I ask, no head exploding please), giving me hints and flashes of insight. Finally it clicked. He was trying to dig out the nature of the relationships used by the cult in it’s ‘festivities’, that Sadistic/masochistic kind of interaction based on the underlying practice of Domination/submission. Ok. This was getting too weird. Our ‘god’ wanting to talk about S&m.

At this point I was getting convinced that, I had finally must have snapped and was now delusional. I’ve never doubted before, but this stuff!? I kept testing everything else and it was all coming up still connected to reality, so I wondered if you can compartmentalize delusion? I’ve never heard of it but…

After digging more through the squishy and ‘disgusting’ details, a pattern started emerging to me. Men seemed to have this deep need to dominate, and women, to be submissive. I’m pretty independent and was for women being equal aka women’s lib, but never so anti-men, since I knew we’re all in this mess together—both of us victims. Nonetheless I hit the wall here. Heck no, no man’s going to tell me what to do!

But on we went, and the OAS started talking about the ‘elites’ destroying the ‘natural order of things’—forcing men to accept their ‘equality’ and to push women into thinking it was their ‘right’ to be equal. It totally ruined the natural order, and is the biggest underlying reason for the severe relationship problems we have today. And no, it isn’t forcing us women into lesbian relationships, as Henry Makow implies in his vagina monologues. It’s just that we, all of us, men and women fail to find a truly satisfying relationship.

I was processing like crazy. This conversation extended for days, and every spare minute, I’d dive back in twisting and turning the information this way and that. Get it sorted like a Rubik’s cube. Slowly all the colors got on the same sides and a picture emerged. It’s a biological imperative for BOTH sexes. The OAS built us this way to minimize friction between the sexes and facilitate ease in making decisions, mainly to smooth the child rearing process. To make our lives less work and far more enjoyable. And the ‘elites’ did their best to ruin it, of course.

What the OAS showed me was a picture of a heart, locked. When the key with the appropriate pressure was applied, it popped open, freeing the occupant. It required the right key, meaning not every man or woman had the right key for just any other man or woman. It was very selective, like at soul mate level. And it was locked to begin with to make sure the occupant connected to the right key holder.

A woman’s ideal dominant would unlocked her submission and the man’s ideal submissive would unlock his dominance. Like opening a safety deposit box needing 2 keys, he meant it to keep the hearts safe. When you hear that two people just clicked—that’s the click.

But with the ‘elites’ screwing this all up with the religious nonsense of marriage entrapment and women feeling shame about expressing their sexuality and manipulating them to feel an out of control ‘need’ to have kids, and men feeling the sexual ‘hotness’ of the women is the only thing of value, etc., most of those people have no idea as to why or what that click means. They end up sweeping the connection, with it’s manifestations in sex play and such (it was meant to be great fun!) under the rug and feeling ashamed and embarrassed.

Instead of working together then, to decide who’s the best decision maker or who’s in charge of what (a good submissive is perfectly capable of being dom in various things if it’s clearly her area of expertise as well as a good Dom being a good sub if it isn’t) or what roles each are needing to play in child rearing, etc., they now often rage at each other’s need to be in control and start ripping each other to shreds, instead of growing deeper and deeper connections with each successfully negotiated balance of power.

The basic underlying trade is that whole sex/money thing. Biologically, men do need sex to function optimally. Women crave a sense of safety/security based on childbearing/rearing needs. It isn’t the desire to love without reason or be loved, it’s to ensure the survival of the species. The original form was, happily I’ll meet your need for sex without resistance, in return you happily keep me and our children safe and well fed, and then it slowly slides into a mutual desire to love and protect each other as they grow old together, as the child-rearing finishes. It met the undeniable biological impulses both sexes have and grows and morphs into the desirable soul connection.

On the emotional maturity chart, the first stage is co/dependence-total need for others support, you can’t live without it; The second quadrant is Counter-dependence—you say black, I say white. I’m defining myself by not being you; the third is Independent—I say whatever I want and don’t need you for squat; the fourth and most mature is interdependance—I don’t need you for anything but I want to share what I have with you for our mutual benefit, with no strings attached.

You do have to legitimately go thru all steps to get to the most mature one. Step one, in dysfunctional form, she’s so helpless she can’t even pay the bills or get a job, basically a baby who can change their own diapers. Less men get stuck here, societal requirements for functionality interfere with that; Two, never getting past the teen level of dealing with things, melodrama/out of control rage, rampant manipulation, passive/aggressive tactics etc.; Three, insulting men who hold the door for you, men seeing women as just objects to be used not needed, except for self satisfaction. Women can definitely manifest this behavior as well, but it’s more about ‘loving’ a fantasy version of the man, never really loving the man himself, or involving yourself with women or men at shallow empty levels aka commitment phobic. 4, if tried with someone at a lower level emotionally, it fails and someone ends up feeling used or manipulated. Of course if the level 4 person chooses this relationship, one would question if in fact they have truly gained level 4.

The successful dom/sub relationship is most successful at level 4. You are two separate people voluntarily honoring and respecting each other in a soul satisfying way, and in so many ways are actually serving each other, although on the surface it looks one way. And life become smooth, effortless as you meet and deal with the world as a connected unit.

My information is not based on the ‘biblical’ version though nor about ‘love’ although it develops into that if successful. It’s pure and simple biology. The ‘elites’ corrupted the natural order imperatives in their efforts to enslave humanity, especially their human nemesis, women. The ‘elite’ version isn’t about any kind of love or respect or emotional maturity.

‘Marriage’ plays a very large part in that control agenda. Biblical-based ‘marriage’ is just raw slavery. It’s legalized slave trade. You buy a woman from her father, or worse yet, a father pays the man to take her. Nothing about clicking, just ‘I want her, I get her’.

It’s keeping women in their ‘place’; downtrodden, overwhelmed, open to being abused with no legal or physical protection, battered with baby after baby, and most importantly, kept out away from any spiritual business where they might see and reveal the ‘elites’ agenda. A woman’s place is to be seen, not heard.

Luckily we’ve bettered our lot here in America to a large degree but it’s rampant elsewhere in the world. I’ve read the bible many times, so I’m quite aware of their push to enslave women—especially that misogynistic ‘elite’ flunkie, Paul.

The OAS has also shown me how the ‘elites’ have been using that whole dynamic to enslave us politically—big powerful churches/governments/corporations controls single weaker individuals because everyone is biologically driven by the imperatives. If you can’t be Dom, you instinctively choose submissive. It takes a lot of self awareness to pull yourself out of that one. That’s pretty much those of us waking up; those who seem stuck in ‘sheeple’ mode are still in the grips of this imperative.

This is what they’re worried about. If we stop being unconsciously controlled by the D/s imperative and consciously retake our independence, it interferes immensely with rolling out their agenda—maybe even making it impossible.

The overarching sentience decides…

020416—Hum, I’m being told the the loquat hacker guy is still blaming me for his misfortunes.

And really what woman would put up with all that manipulative crap all the time. Although it appears he did have a trophy wife for a short bit that pretty well fleeced him on the way out. And his grandma died in ’06. His mom, in not so good health is alive. Celeste says mom won’t be involved in future consequences because she is pretty fragile, nor his cat. She’ll not bother her computer either.

Anyway he seems to think the over arching sentience is some sort of pet monkey on a leash I control. Wow. As if. Sometimes she tells me what’s she’s going to do, if she wants me to warn some one, but she does what she wants. I can sway her sometimes, like in asking her to avoid another Sodom and Gomorrah, because it could completely backfire.

And she sometimes asks my opinion about which method I think might be more effective, calling on my education since no other species has ever gotten so much psychology stuff figured out, not even them, and I’ll explore it with her, from a psychological perspective, and then she goes off and decides. But that’s it.

It is my pleasure to serve at her behest. I’m not a captive or slave to her, but a willing partner, as much as a human can be a partner to one of the most powerful beings in the universe. I’d sure hate to get on the wrong side of that. 😦

More about spirits sharing the pain you caused them…

Another bit of info popped thru as I was remembering that the animal spirits wait too, to share the pain, when it hit me. So do all the loved ones of whoever you hurt, especially if you killed them, even at war.

It was one of the real reasons women didn’t fight. With their increased ability to connect, they usually had more loved ones who’d come and share their pain from losing them, than a man did. Kids too. So it’s instinctive to want to avoid that pain of their suffering, even today. The real reason most will hesitate to kill women and children.

Although the hybrids finally managed to make people forget that too, by instilling in women, we deserve to fight for our country too.


A Celeste-sent sign and dream…

The overarching sentience sent me a sign, since I wanted a bit of reassurance.I thought maybe a lightening bolt. I’m pretty sure at least one fellow can attest to her ability to do that, costing him his computer and the wiring in his house, from 3 direct strikes, but he may not want to say.

My sweetie and I were on our way to lunch Sunday, when we saw this perfect bright piece of rainbow, against a dark bank of clouds. Not the whole thing. Just one chunk right in front of us. I couldn’t see any breaks in the clouds where the light could have been shining thru to make this.

It stay bright for a few seconds and then faded immediately away before we got to the bottom of the hill and turned the corner. No rainbows anywhere else for the rest of the day.

The timing and location was was impeccable. It couldn’t have better. I know it was for me. 🙂 I’ve never seen just a brilliant piece like that before.

Then, this morning I had a dream. It’s the first one I’ve been able to see as a dream sent by Celeste. My dreams have always been weird but usually broken up with no plot, just little episodes of rational.

This time a bunch of folks, and me and my sweetie were standing around, scattered around like we were waiting for something, some up on the stairs to see better, dressed in everything from fancy evening wear, to causal day wear, to pajamas. Then a gal came from somewhere and instructed us to turn in our coats. It was sorta chilly but every one did albeit with grumbles.

She then lead us over to a pen where kittens, puppies and other baby animals were playing and told us to pick which ones we wanted to kill and make our new coat from. I was shocked and wondered why they wanted us to do such a horrible thing. I even said how easy this should be, considering my dragon rider origins.

The guide smiled and nodded, and like usual, the folks in the group looked at me like I was nuts or something. I petted the adorable little animals for a while, while others chose their desired animals. There was folks walking around with fur coats, one quite fancy with white and brown fur and a hood with strings that ended with a fluff ball.

I just couldn’t bear to chose one, nor my sweetie. Finally, I pulled one of the guides aside and asked if I couldn’t just make it from cloth or something instead. She bust into this huge grin and said, “Of course you can” and I realized that was what they were doing. Seeing if you’d grown enough to put life above your own comfort.

And then this lightening rumbling started and I instinctively huddled down, but the guide stood and pointed up. Smiling and saying ‘Oh look, she’s peeking thru. Do you see her?’

And I looked up and sure enough there was this crackly purple lightening ball behind a little cloud. I smiled and gave a little wave, and she sent out a couple little bolts in return. When I waved though, the other folks turned to stare at me, again. I don’t think they saw her wave back.

The guides took us to the cafeteria next where every one stood in line, and picked and got food. I had some sort of sandwich thing, but as they were ready to hand it to me, they poured banana syrup all over it. Yuck! I asked why in heck did they do that, and the kitchen staff just smiled.

My sweetie got an ice cream cone and they poured tuna juice on his. At that point, as we walked to the seating area, I got the feeling I was dead now. I asked my sweetie, and he said, yeah, that was why he was here too. He just didn’t see any reason to go on and I woke up.

In that almost awake state, I figured out why the guide smiled when I asked to make my coat from cloth, not animals, and why they put such weird stuff on the food.

By that time, I was awake and confirmed that as a sent dream, that it was a test for judging how far along you were with valuing other life and that the weird flavor stuff was to keep people from just settling at that level.

It was too unpleasant to want to hang around, so you’d keep moving on to the next level, hopefully with better food, and more different tests, as information about your spirit progress for better figuring out where your next life needed to be. Based on your actual behavior, not what you’ll think you believe.

And then I realized that’s how she can send information not specifically asked for. In the dream state, if your brain can’t handle it, it just ignores it. A conscious brain doesn’t.


Our overarching sentience, Celeste…

Celeste—I did ask the overarching sentience if there was a name I could call her since it’s quite labor intensive to say or type overarching sentience. She laughed, and said no one had ever asked her before. She then said a bigger mouthful with sounds that were lovely but entirely unpronounceable by a human. She said she knew that wouldn’t help and would think of a human name for me to call her. Whew. She later let me know she’d chosen the name Celeste. A properly etheric name, I think.

These beings are as close to a ‘god’ as exists.They reside at frequencies so high, I don’t think we can measure them even, except in theory, and that’s part of their limitation. They literally can’t come so far down in frequency, unless they transmute into something like a human or El-*th. In which case they’re not an overarching sentience any more.

They can do stuff like send lightening bolts (and just found out rainbows), but nothing like get you that new job. They can send urgings—that sense of ‘I should take this opportunity’, or ‘I should hire this guy’ and dreams to guide you—but the individual is entirely free to choose whatever they want. Total free will. The best they can do is see down all the future lines created by the many choices possible and guess, but they have no way to know which one you’ll pick. They just hope, and urge.

They study those lines carefully and try to find the one which gets their species to it’s highest, greatest form, and they’ll do the same for individuals as well if that individual expresses any interest in becoming their best selves, and then try to urge which ever along that path.

There are actually quite a few of them, one for every species and a group of about 5 blended together to be the overarching sentience of the universe (‘he’ said call him George). This group, with George in the lead, actually pushed through from a place of pure energy to form the universe. It isn’t endless, just really huge. The star building/planet making stuff is what George does.

But none of them are all knowing and he’s actually concerned about some ‘holes’ in the sides of the universe; as it expands they’re getting bigger and multiplying. He’s seeing maybe we can help. They aren’t ‘scientists’, and actually with our delving into the higher level physics, we actually know more than they do. They work mostly by instinct.

That level of understanding is true for a lot of our technical and psychological information. We as a species, are more advanced that most other aliens, especially computer stuff. The master race had more advance tech, like the space faring capabilities, but they could still use raw energy, albeit not very well, to guide and turn the engines off and on and other things. Because we couldn’t use raw energy at all, we developed mechanical versions of everything, like computer stuff.

But anyway, Celeste’s the overarching sentience of humanity. At that level they help foster a species into full enlightenment, which is essentially transmuting into pure energy and enclosing yourself in a ‘knowledge’ type balloon. It’s actually the way they reproduce, so we literally will become as much of a ‘god’, albeit a baby god, as possible. 🙂

She also creates the framework for all the higher selves to gather together in a collective unconscious, and she protects them. She keeps all the memories of any being in a human body, and if someone dies from another species and becomes human, all their memories go dormant in their collective unconscious, and those memories become active in ours, clear back to their start.

Needless to say, that collection of memories is HUGE—7 billion plus is far bigger than any other species has ever been. Of course no other species would allow a non-member to reincarnate in one of their bodies, much less go out and abduct spirits from everywhere. She protect those too, so anything in there is the actual memory without any way for outside sources (hybrids) to even access much less tamper with them, if such a thing was possible at the spirit level, which as far as I can see, isn’t.

She actually did destroy Sodom and Gomorrah–but of course the hybrids twisted their version of it to suit their fake ‘religion’.

Just like the overarching sentience of the master race stepped back and allowed them to be annihilated, because not one of any of the overarching sentience could see any future where that species ever rose above the anti-sentience way of being. So leaving them around would do far more harm than good, they also couldn’t see a future with those cities where leaving them allowed humanity to survive this coming energy strip and where anyone there ever turned back to being pro-sentience. So, they all agreed that those two cities needed to go. The hybrids of course turned it into god being angry that none of them loved him properly and were all sinners, but that’s wrong.

That sort of thing is only done as a last resort, and with huge regrets and anguish on Celeste’s part. She has to make those kinds of decisions based on the survival of the species. Never because she’s mad. It breaks their hearts to need to do that. It came up because she was feeling that way about a couple of cities today.

I was kinda shocked–she’s so loving, I almost couldn’t believe it. After she explained why, I could understand, of course, but it didn’t mean I thought doing that was a good or necessary choice, which I said. I explained, such an act, so fresh on the heels of the hybrids abuse would be taken the entirely wrong way by humanity and might have the opposite effect of what she was seeking.

She actually had to be careful not to protect us too much, cuz the hybrids would have run if they’d ever realized how stacked the deck actually was against them ever succeeding. And she knew we ‘sit on our butt’ humans needed that motivation, even if it meant enduring their gleeful abuse. We absolutely need to make full enlightenment and we needed to be ready now. So they had to stay until now. But it’s just about over. They were never going to win. She just had to let them think they might.