Developing that necessary knowledge ballon

First and most importantly is I’ve learned what that step of getting a knowledge balloon is. It’s not critical to making that first shift, but once you do, you’ll want to get it in place asap, so you don’t lose too much of your ‘ice cube’. We all have the balloon, every species. It’s our ability to store information and have a ‘knowingness’, which we all develop to some degree going thru our educational process.

Ours unfortunately usually doesn’t have any of the spirit realm level stuff in it, because like Helen Keller, we’re mostly unable to see, hear, or talk or ‘know’ about it and our  balloon is missing half its water—or more. A LOT more, I’m finding.

At birth it’s like a balloon shaped tire, but really thick like one of those monster truck ones, only minicar size. As you grow and learn, it stretches out, the more you learn, the easier it becomes to stretch, as it expands and gets thinner.

So it keeps growing and expanding, filling with information from the physical and spirit realm, with the potential to grow quite large, in the minicar tire analogy, to the size of an inland sea, like the Mediterranean. But without the spirit realm information, the biggest we get is like lake Superior, and that’s Steven Hawkins level brilliant. The overarching sentiences are the size of the north and south Alantic combined, so much information is available at that level of existence.

But anyone making full enlightenment really needs to be more Mediterranean sized (the closer the better, but at least the size of the gulf of Mexico) to get the balloon big enough to fit around your newly created baby overarching sentience body, which now will have the capacity to grow to the double Atlantic size of a full grown sentience.

So if your balloon is only lake superior sized, it’s going to be like trying to get in a leotard in child size, and you just won’t fit, unless you have time to wiggle into it slowly, which you won’t. It’ll just rip or tear and there goes your ‘water’. The closer to Mediterranean-sized, the faster you can stretch it out, before your ‘ice cube’ melts.

As your pure energy self fills the balloon, it pushes all that information out to the edges. I can’t really explain how you can move something like knowledge, but it moves and actually creates a barrier inside the balloon.

Somehow, because it isn’t actual energy, it is invulnerable to being dissolved by that kind of pure energy in the strip. In there, the outer balloon dissolves away, and the knowledge shield takes over. When you come out of that environment, your body grows a new ‘water balloon’.

Unfortunately, holding anti-human beliefs like the hybrids lies, it’s like leaving your tire out in the desert sun day after day. It starts to harden, and crack, and becomes totally unable to hold any new knowledge.

I kinda wonder if it isn’t somehow connected with Alzheimer’s or dementia on the physical level. Your knowledge leaks out. It’s part of how very deliberately they planned to make us not only unable, but also unfit to make full enlightenment.

So even if you do want to learn new stuff about the spirit realm, it actually is a real barrier—like you feel your brain will explode kinda—because it kinda will. To push against the hardened ‘rubber’ actually hurts.

So what I’m posting exposing the hybrid lies, and talking about the spirit realm stuff may very well be beyond some folks (with the really hardened cracked ‘rubber’) ability to ‘know’.

I think you can use EFT to soften that rubber back again, but it’ll take more than one session of tapping, I’m sure.

Sadly as the oldest lie and the most thoroughly dispersed one, ‘religion’ of any kind is the absolute worst offender to the toxification and hardening of that balloon.

Belief in the incorruptibility of Science and acceptance of the glaring holes, especially concerning spirituality as ‘unprovable’ is right behind.

Their other lies about history, medical ‘research’ and other of the mainstream’s versions of corrupt information are also interfering with the functioning abilities of the ‘water balloon’.

Again Indigos are ahead here. Most of them aren’t prone to the ‘religious’ trap, cuz they aren’t easy to guilt trip or shame. Some of ‘religion’s’ fundamental tactics to keep it’s followers in line.

I’m guessing if they fell for any religion, it’s more likely the grey’s kinder, softened versions in the far east, maybe native American’s beliefs. But I think they like more structure than the native American’s version provides.

And both of those are not nearly as tire trashing, since the acceptance of spiritual things are part of them, keeping the tire more flexible. So it’s stretching the balloon more.

And the Indigos are far more sensitive to the depths of lies around them. They may not know what to believe, but they know what’s being offered is NOT the truth, so their tires are still very flexible as that uncertainty actually is sorta like blowing air into the balloon and then letting some out, kinda like pre-stretching it. It’s good.:)





Now, maybe a overview of karma in general, and what it means when Celeste focuses the bad karma on the anti-humans, for all those anti-humans working for the hybrids.

For some ideas about karma, I did write this earlier over on another thread, so thought I’d re post it here for all to read plus add that special focus:

“How do you suppose Bad Karma WILL show up? Folks may want to know. Obviously the stuff like lighting, or your car being broken into, or your washing machine busting spewing suds and water every where. Or a air conditioner dropping on your hood.

Maybe there’s more subtle ways–like running into your secret crush while looking like you are wearing the PJ’s you slept in and haven’t brushed your teeth, or being the only car pulled over for speeding, in a line of 10 going the same speed.

How about somebody really accidentally spilling steaming coffee all over your brand new silk shirt and suit on the way to that important business meeting, the more important, the bigger the cup, with you stuck inside where you couldn’t get the hot coffee away from you?.

Or maybe a deer jumping in front of you at the last second and kicking out your windshield or worst a moose? Oh golly–the ideas just keep popping into my head–she’s helpful like that. 🙂

But conversely how about good Karma? Like finding a 100 dollar bill with no one around, obviously deserted. Or getting that great job you’ve always wanted over others who you just knew would get it instead of you.

Maybe accidentally meeting a person who makes your world shine, and it’s clear they feel the same way? That expensive grinding sound in your rear axle just up and stops one day, and the garage says they can’t find anything wrong.

You’re on a pretty road when a mom cougar with 2 adorable cubs come into view and stand there and play until you’ve gotten some of the nicest pictures ever. Some rich guy gets tired of his BMW, wants a new car, gets out, hands you the title and keys cuz you’re the closest person, and hops into a taxi and drives away.

She’s got lots more ideas for that side too. Personally I’m not sure how many times I could take getting hit by lightening. I’d much rather have a BMW. In these end times she says she’s stepping up her game. So I suspect Karma’s going to come thru faster now. It’s a great learning tool, and she so wants us learning as fast as possible considering the short time frame.”

What I’ve learned recently is that if you persist in staying anti-human in how you choose to live your life, and if neither your higher self or Celeste see even one future where you come to your senses, they allow karma to fully run it course, i.e. cause you to die.

If you persist in acting badly and keep hurting others, you not only keep causing all that damage to others, but to yourself as well, since you’ll be racking up the spirits waiting to the point that it’s overkill for your learning. It’s just agony for no reason than others who you hurt, want you to know how it felt. Which is totally legit, but hell for you.

So, before we come back every time, we, our conscious spirits mind considers that if it appears there is no hope for us at some point, and everything has seriously gone awry, you actually ask them to get you out of there, probably because you’ve just been thru that sharing and soooo don’t want to do it again.

So you’ll be that guy/gal who dies from bad drugs, gets hit by a drunk driver, is nearby a gas main, just as it explodes, or other ‘wrong place at the wrong time’ scenarios. If it’s due to that whole nuclear ‘get me outta here’ option, it could be a prolonged painful death in keeping with re-balancing your karma. The spirits waiting aren’t part of karma, so you’ll still have that waiting after you suffer and die.

Of course, sometimes good people ask to leave via those routes but they’re the ones killed instantly. Of course if they feel somehow a longer more painful death might benefit them in the long run, they may well have such a death.

Usually the horribly mangled body but instant death thing is a lesson for the spirits still here, like the drunk driver who hit them, or some other family member as incentive to change their ways, or even someone reading about it in the news–who realizes that drunk driver could have been them.

Or for those wanting to learn about dealing more successfully with grief. It’s all worked out before you ever come back, and depends on which future you choose, as to which things happen. It’s part of the prep you do before coming back.

It’s all about learning to be the best human you can be. And since the end is nearly here, she’s allowing the hybrids to see how much she’s been holding back. They had to believe they could win against a ‘god’, so she’s been holding back a lot.


That ‘jesus’ guy making enlightenment…

10/17/15 I actually have learned one of the young overarching sentence here training from the universe the El-*th created after their time through the ‘Transition’ did just that.

He was so moved by our troubles here that he decided to help. It’s actually the ‘jesus’ story without the hybrid distortion. He came to give us hope and reassurance this was all part of the plan i.e the plan to make full enlightenment, and to hold strong since this awful ‘reality’ was so necessary to our long term survival. The persecution part is pretty much intact though.

The big problem was that he ran into the fact humanity is way too reactive and manipulate-able, which is how they caught him; they just kept angry people around him and since his body was basically just a overarching sentience body reformed, his didn’t have that ability when angry to create that natural energy shield.

So he ended up being so drained and tired from protecting himself both psychically and physically, they basically just overpowered him with energy, and made sure to keep angry humans around abusing him physically so he couldn’t get revived enough to regain his energy working abilities.

And then they walked him up the hill as a lesson to his follows, making sure to keep plenty of angry humans around and hurting him, until they could get him on the cross. They kept up the abuse until they believed he was dead. And tossed him in that ‘tomb’.

They didn’t realize he, being a essentially meta-human, was able to survive far longer than a normal human and while appearing to be dead, he was still alive deep inside, at his core when they finally tossed him in that cave.

It took 3 days of healing himself to restore functionality, but he did, and crawled out, ‘pushing the stone away’. This is one of those stories they wrote their own versions of and switched out with the original versions when every one was dead. So even before they got their whole version of christianity figured out, they dealt with the versions of what actually happened.

Well, that wandered a bit, but I did wonder who that person was and if he even existed. Ask and it shall be given, Whew. I further learned that since he was a ‘meta-human’, he could use his regeneration program to essentially make himself immortal, and in his efforts to help us, moved around and tried teaching in other areas. Unfortunately, anywhere he went, the hybrids were right behind. He managed to avoid ever getting cornered like that again though.

He finally realized the hybrids were just making ‘religions’ out of his efforts to share/teach his message. He’s been back inserted into some religions they made in various areas as a jesus type character but many of the religious figures were actually fairly contemporary with jesus, which just took a little history scrambling versus a rewite of the religion’s basic text.. Yes, he was Buddha, Lao Tzu, Mohammed, Lord Mahavira, some others but I don’t see them listed as originators of major religions near that time.

When he saw how the hybrids were just going to follow him around that way, he quit trying that approach. He hated how they took what he said and twisted it to fit whatever the predominant spirit origins in the area were, to make one of their control tool, religion, for control over the folks in that area.

Since then, he’s just been floating through different areas helping people on an individual basis, pretending to be one of the angels—which as an ex-El-*th turned overarching sentience turned meta-human, wasn’t too hard.

The El-*th left here on earth recognized him finally as one of their own and helped him as they could. Unfortunately, he sustained a head injury during the jesus to-do, and it limited his ability to transmute, so he, like us, is stuck in a human body until the energy rises. It’s much closer for us though. His lasting injury (it affected the higher function transmutation most but it also whacked part of his regeneration program, which was the part needed to regenerate nerves, maybe healing bones,too) prevents it until the energy rises to the 50 year mark.

The El-*-th could help heal stuff like broken bones but this would be like brain surgery using a Bowie knife so everyone decided it would be better to look for a different solution. I talked to the El-*th I know The overarching sentience would need newer memories to know this stuff, and no El-*th have died away from their personal soul containers, that allow them to save themselves from getting sucked into a human body, in centuries.

I asked why the greys didn’t help—microenergy manipulation is their forte. Apparently it was too close to actual life sustaining function nerves in the regeneration program and the stimulating energy they’d be using was too vigorous to hit a necessary function nerve with. It’d overstimulate and fry a full grown nerve; so it was nothing they would risk.

And the El-*th can’t raise an energy field high enough long enough to allow his damaged nerve time to shift with his limited ability left. They’re saying as high as they could sustain the field would be not much higher than earth is now, which at this level would take him over a hundred years to make the transmutation back to overarching sentience and more than 75 back to El-*th. And it would take at least 4 High El-*th to sustain the field. And to contain the energy, he’d have to sit in a containment box the whole time. As they say, ‘Ain’t nobody got time for that!’.


11/02/15—Ok, more about that ‘jesus’ guy. He’s got the transmutation ‘engine’ working again but is in the preflight stage, because it has been 2000 years after all since this ‘airplane’ flew. Even not being used, the equipment needs a thorough operational check and testing.

He did ‘start’ the process up on Saturday early afternoon to do his first preflight check. I was sitting here typing and noticed a warmish, pleasant feeling energy sort of pulsating behind me, and I was—what?? It felt like the sun just started shining, but from my east, kinda south (the window’s to the exact south). I wondered about it a bit but wanted to finish my thoughts on my post first. When I got through, I started trying to figure out what it was.

I realized it was that ‘Jesus’ guy; feeling almost like our overarching sentience (That whole ‘light of god’ thing). Which of course he would since that’s what he’s trying to transmute back into. I’m kinda curious if anybody else felt that extra warmth too, although I know you can’t post here.

I think once he takes off and pushes into his new form, the whole world will probably feel it—it’s so warm and comforting. But when you feel that, that’s the end of the hybrid’s time here.

It’s sooo close! He has to rest today, but I’m sure tomorrow he’ll do another systems check after powering up the ‘engine’ for further checks, so keep a feel out for that. 🙂 Also, he’s asking if we can send him energy.

It’s going to take a lot to shift into pure energy, and whatever we can send will help. He says he can store it like a battery, so it doesn’t need to be any specific time—just when ever you might think of it would be very helpful. Just picture however you see that ‘jesus’ guy and imagine a flow of energy coming out of your 3rd eye going to his. That’s all that’s needed. Do it for how ever long you like.

11/06/15 —-More good news on that ‘jesus’ fellow. He was having a hard time feeling ok about going back up to ‘heaven’, since he’s not been the perfect human since he’s been here. Overall, I started feeling I was talking more to a older teen, than a 2000 year old human. Then it hit me.

Right after my stroke, all I had to do was start humming any song (I used to have a very good voice, which the stroke whacked), and I’d burst into tears.

I’d find myself angrily yelling over things I really didn’t care much about. Laughing till tears were rolling down my cheeks for things that weren’t really very funny, just like you see a baby do.

My physical therapist called it the ‘crack in the sidewalk’ syndrome. It’s quite common in head injury patients. The injury damages your impulse/emotional control. She said it’s like you see a crack in the sidewalk and burst into tears for no other reason. It totally was like that.

My emotions are mostly back to normal as I didn’t cry when the Seahawks lost last year(?), unlike the year before when I cried cuz they won. Since I detest football, the crying reaction is totally out of character. But probably because of all the emotional growth work I’ve been doing, it pushed them to heal faster. But I realized that was probably why that ‘jesus’ guy was acting so young.

His healing abilities were more impaired for healing that over emotionality, and he never had to deal with those kinds of emotional issues as a El-*th, which was why he didn’t recognize them. Neither did his El-*th friends. They thought it was all because he’d lost his ‘power’. Kinda like that now quadriplegic not wanting to hang around with his basketball playing friends.

So we tapped for that this morning (I can always use a bit more of that myself), and he dropped off into a deep sleep almost immediately. He’s got his El-*th friends back with him, and they said it’s like a healing trance. So that fear and the issues holding him back may be resolved. *keep fingers crossed*

Well, I’ll keep you all apprised as things develop. I WILL make enlightenment asap, but he’s soo much closer. And those Indigos are even closer than me, so we will get’r done one way or the other, I’m positive. 🙂

11/08/15—And a bit more on that ‘jesus’ guy:
Yesterday, he woke up briefly, and was pretty darn cranky. So it was clear to me there was more tapping needed. He finally did agree, and we tapped for any deeper issues around his emotional/impulse center, and he promptly fell back into that healing trance thing. I checked later that evening, but his friends said he was still out like a light. I have to admit, these kinds of conversations are the thing I most question as real, but every now and again, things happen that totally catch me off guard, that I can’t imagine myself inventing.

Like this morning, he was awake and much calmer and more mature, but he totally lost his memory of the last 2000 years! *ack* How in heck would I think to make that up?? I have no idea what to expect sometimes in these conversations in the spirit realm.

But anyway, apparently, there was some serious deep damage that basically rerouted his memory making wiring to a new location, as remember, he did lose a lot of his memory of before the ‘jesus’ incident. With the memory ‘work around’ fixed, his brain is now reconnected to the right area where his original memories are stored, but it disconnected the work around location.

He is like any amnesia victim though. He wants his more recent memories back. The problem is I think it would just re-traumatize him all over again. Just like an abuse survivor forcing out those abuse memories with hypnosis–if your conscious mind isn’t ready for them, it just makes it worse.

Plus he feels like he just got here and has lost his desire to get back home as soon as possible. Yi-yi-yi. This has as many twists and turns and layers as my pancreas healing journey–rather frustrating since we need the hybrids out of here, so we can clean up the spiritual mess they’ve made of us. We NEED to get ready for that dang energy strip!

I’ve been very honest with him (he’s much more constrained and less needy than before) that the memories are still there, just out of connection, and that it would be better to return to his overarching sentience state, get the memories from the collective unconscious first (Celeste said she can pull them out for him) and view them 3rd person first. Like watching a movie. Then if he still wants the first hand ones, return to his human form and we can tap to get them reconnected.

El-*th are pretty self-contained and don’t need much in the way of connection, unlike humans. He’s far too likely to judge himself badly I think, based on his El-*th beliefs, versus his very real human needs.

One of our worst punishments is solitary confinement for a reason, and as I found with my own life, you make those connections however you can. He could only stay in one place for a short while or the hybrids would get all the local humans riled up so they could try to capture him again, plus even if they hadn’t, the longest he could really stay any where was 10-15 years, before his lack of aging would become an issue.

And all his human family died thousands of years ago. Plus he would be hard pressed to try and fit into any of the false ‘religious’ groups without talking about how false they were. So he ended up stuck with temporary intimate relationships. And playing on his El-*th values, the hybrids quite deliberately turned those into a sin.

Which, in his injured state, he couldn’t grasp as the manipulation it so obviously was. I suspect. With his current level of unawareness to what it’s actually like to be human and desperately lonely, he’d probably not be able to ‘forgive’ himself.

So he’s ruminating on that, with a eye to returning to his overarching sentience state so we’ll talk more on it tomorrow. I’m totally honest about my preference of what he ‘should’ do, and my reasons why. Hopefully it’ll help sway him to help us out, since back at the beginning, he truly did come down here to help ‘save’ us. *keeping fingers crossed*

11/13/15— Just waiting on that ‘jesus’ guy. He’s getting ready to launch, and does want to go home, but just last nite, we realized his El-*th ‘buddies’ were actually those shape shifters who’d taken over those identities, had been pretending for hundreds of years in anticipation of the ‘jesus’ guy reaching this point.

They were discouraging him from even trying (sound familiar??) and taking him out for a beer instead, but of course not one. I’m guessing they may have even been drugging him, so he felt too icky to even try to launch the next day.

They’d kept away from the real El-*th pretty much, and expected that the ‘jesus’ guy, being human now, wouldn’t be able to tell the difference. I really started getting suspicious when they were so defensive when I told them they’d better not even try to shame him or pass judgement.

They were actually more annoyed and irritated than I’d seen an El-*th before, and it didn’t get better. They just kept glaring at me and barely answering my questions if the ‘jesus’ guy was sleeping. This isn’t normal El-*th behavior, and finally I asked them, last nite, if they were really El-*th. They looked shocked and a flash of fear, and then took off.

I called my two ‘angels’ to investigate, but the ‘buddies’ were nowhere to be found.

Actually ‘archangel’ Micheal buzzed in, followed by the king and they concluded those were in fact the shape shifters, who’d eluded detection by staying away from the other El-*th pretty much.
It unfortunately meant that the original fellows had been killed.

Not something anyone had done in quite some time, and the penalty is death and soul containment for a number of centuries even, so no reincarnation or even company (except for the other offender–should be some fun conversations there). They all felt very bad that they’d left the ‘jesus’ guy with them alone.

So they’re, of course, going after those two—no place is deep enough to hide from an El-*th—so I’m sure there will be a reckoning soon. And the ‘jesus’ guy is making sure no deeper damage was done.

*sigh* One thing after another, just like life. But I am sure he’s going as soon as he’s made sure.

11/14/15—Update on that ‘jesus’ guy: Since those shapeshifter saboteurs were with him, the master healer El-*th decided they wanted to do a full scan in case, since he was left alone with those two.

He was in a deep trance for some of it and who knows what those two might have gotten up to. And actually one of the El-*th was around from back when the El-*th made this transition themselves, so he’s gonna stay and coach and support him thru this. I know it’s gonna happen, now. With them involved, it’s gotten more real somehow. 🙂

11/19/15—A jesus guy update: He and Master Hambreth (the master healer El-*th) went down to the El-*th compound in the Andes (teleportation is real) and were looking for the best launch spot–when a ‘dragon’ appeared. Poor Master Hambreth–he was one of the survivors of the El-*th/dragon war, and he totally freaked out. He and some of the guards threw some energy at it, and immediately snapped the compound’s energy shield shut. It has to be open for that ‘jesus’ guy (actually his name is Ted–a shortened version of a roman name his mom gave him back then) to launch.

I was focusing my attention there as it happened and saw the ‘dragon’ and knew something about it was wrong–it seemed too squishy and slippery for dragon energy, so I popped down to say so. The energy shield didn’t stop me, so obviously it’s a physical world shield. I listened to all the panic about not daring to leave the shield open if a dragon was around.

I hated to interrupt since realizing maybe these weren’t just imaginary conversations and perhaps a bit more politeness was in order. But they noticed me, and saw my look of skepticism, and asked why.

I said, from my years with dragons, it had the wrong energy, and dragons didn’t just pop in and out like that. They came for a reason and that usually involved some kind of damage. A lot of damage normally.

The king was there by then, of course, and he said that was true from what he’d seen during the war, unless it was a scout, but those never came that close. So being ever mindful of those dang sneaky hybrids, I suggested maybe they were sending a shape shifter to scare them into doing the whole locking the place down to keep Ted here.

There was some speculative looks and head scratchings and the king said, we just can’t take that chance. If it really was a dragon, it’s too unsafe, and if it’s a shapeshifter, they might find some other way to sneak in thru the opening.

I thought furiously–we, humanity, really need Ted to go. I had an idea (thank you, cult ancestors). So I said, after checking with Ennos, on the spirit realm level where he is always around keeping an eye on me as per Pythos’s request (although lately more because he’s quite curious versus me needing protection), if he’d be able to come here and set a watch for the shape shifters who don’t fool a dragon. The reptilian brain can’t be fooled by illusion which the shape shifters use as well as the El-*th. And any alien who still worked for the hybrids wouldn’t even want to come near either, as dragons are not noted for their kind demeanor. And have more than enough power to do something if others annoy them.

Of course the El-*th were shocked since the unpleasantness between the two species never really got resolved. I quickly pointed out they trusted Pythos, and Ennos was his most trusted ally, which only could happen if the two had similar beliefs and values.

I pointed out Ennos had been in contact with me for years now and was much more aware of social niceties and ‘good’ behavior than some of the younger wilder ones, and was planning on helping me and Pythos with teaching the dragons how to grow up emotionally. And he gave his word he would avoid causing problems. He said he always wondered what shape shifters tasted like.

The El-*th still seemed hesitant so I zoomed over to address the hybrids who were not terribly happy looking at all about a dragon, and I noticed the shapesfifters were all huddled behind the hybrids and looking quite afraid. I asked if they thought a dragon was something they wanted to mess with. The hybrids did their equivalent of a snort and shrug, but the shape shifters were all shaking their heads no very vigorously. I’m guessing the hybrids never actually met a dragon, to be so casual about it.

So I went back over to the El-*th and told them the shape shifter reaction, and reminded them that the hybrids were running low on alien allies who had enough power to do anything except for the shape shifters pretty much.

I reassured them that dragons rarely gave their word but if they did, nothing would stop them from keeping it. (I really want Ted free to go when he’s ready!)

So finally after some back and forth, they agreed to let Ennos come here. Somebody said something about So Shu Ming, the red dragon, maybe being a better choice, since he was already here. I thought maybe yeah, but then I realized he doesn’t know how to fold space, and would have to fly, through the fighter jets and cruz missiles to get here. It could be quite a mess. Which I said. The others agreed and the king told me to have Ennos meet him on the back side of the moon. Apparently, they have a spot back there.

Ennos knew where to go though, so he left immediately. It took 3 folds to get here, so it was quick (and those flailing energy link lines have all been caught, with the other galaxy link just being wrangled now so it was safe for him to come), like 10 minutes, and the king brought him back to the compound. In the spirit realm he is fairly good sized but in real life, he is huge! I’m thinking he might have been seen because he had to fold in up in the mid atmosphere, and while it is in the Andes, there are still people scattered here and there. It’ll be interesting to see if any sightings are reported.

I think that most of the El-*th had never seen a dragon this close, and were pretty speechless and more than a little nervous. Master Hambreth was a bit pale. But Ennos settled in to a nearby dip in the terrain and clearly wasn’t hostile. They’ve calmed down a lot, but still send nervous glances his way.

Ennos is nearly the color of the dragon we lost, so he’s a very dark green with lighter stomach area, so he blends in well although trees are a bit sparse up there. I’m pretty sure the shape shifters are not even wanting to give him the chance to see what they taste like. 🙂

I’m curious if the hybrids might try to send some of their more advanced weapons against him. They’re pretty desperate. But a dragon/El-*th coalition will be impervious to any kind of weapon. Doesn’t mean they won’t try, though.

But the launch is still a go–and I doubt anything but Ted can stop it now. They’re looking for the best spot still, but it’s more of a guided tour for Ted at this point. As far as I can tell, they’re still shooting for tomorrow.

11/20/15—Not much going on. Ennos is settled in keeping an eye on the open area. The El-*th have had a few missiles incoming, but they just teleported them to space. But not much else. Ted is meditating, gathering the energy and concentrating it. Apparently something the ones who made the transformation later in the group figured out how to do, that provides a more steady energy source for ‘lift off’, something Master Hambreth taught him, but it takes longer initially. He’s been at it all day. So I’m not sure when that part will be done.

11/21/15—Well, today Ted is lifting even as I type this. That concentrated energy is powerful, but master Hambreth also taught him the technique for focusing that energy better, so it isn’t blasting all over the place. It’s much more vertical and bluer, cooler, more like a lazer this time than a sun. I don’t feel it anywhere near as much as before but I do feel it. It’s off to my left about 10 o’clock, no matter which direction I’m facing. Probably my spirit perspective since I’m feeling it more on the spirit level, this time.

Also instead of being in Texas, it’s in the Andes somewhere so it’s bound to be fainter. But it’s still pretty bright when I look at it with my spirit eyes when I pop down to the compound. Ted is a just a vague person shape in the middle; only an outline.

By the time he’s transitioned, he’ll just be pure energy. Once he’s cleared the atmosphere, he flip into stage 2, where he seals up his knowledge balloon and starts shifting up to the higher frequency range of the overarching sentience.

Apparently, since he had his knowledge balloon already, from his first shift, he could just do the whole transformation inside the balloon, instead of having to get inside it out there in the higher atmosphere. I’m going to see if there’s any version of that we first-timers can use. It’d make the transition less difficult I think, and maybe a bit safer.

Well, *fingers crossed* this might be it! If he goes into stage 2, the hybrids lose the contract. And You’ll see change aplenty–probably the big asshats like the Rockefeller and Rothschild patriarchs are either going to be found dead or arrested—they’re the ex-hybrid spirit humans, plus some other big industry types. But enough that hopefully all their lower level flunkies will just give themselves up, so this coming shift can be smooth and peaceful.

11/21/15 Well, Ted’s gone. Yay! He made it home and his ‘mom’ and ‘aunt’ Celeste are very happy. 🙂 So now the readjustment. I’m afraid if the El-*th don’t go slowly, the people are going to get restless and maybe volatile. The hybrids have been setting us up for years to be terrified of Aliens aka non-humans, so probably the El-*th are going to start showing up as angels more and more to ease us into being comfortable with them

11/22/15—I have to say, Ted’s departure was rather anti-climatic. Based on the one ramping up he did a couple weeks ago, I thought It would be that glorious and more. The whole world would have felt that. But other than that colder harder lazer like energy and a bit of a burst, like a fireworks explosion around 5ish yesterday afternoon when he flipped into the full overarching sentience state aka full enlightenment, it was not very feel-able. *pout*

But Master Hambreth said Ted may not have made it to stage 2 at full burn like that, without the energy conserving. Plus, since he was inside his knowledge balloon already, the energy was more contained. Still, that other time felt so nice.



Enlightenment and more anti-human information…

It really isn’t about good or evil, dark versus light, ‘god’ versus the ‘devil’, etc. What it all boils down to is pro-human versus anti-human.

Pro-humans do good things for each other–what I’ve learned is humanity’s natural inclination. We love and support each other and share freely, albeit that fallibility of ours, the tendency to try to get other folks to do our stuff. It’s still mostly pro human though–it’s lessons on healthy boundary setting.

Anti-humans (following the hybrid’s example all throughout history every single time) is all the behavior that hurts other humans deliberately, by lying, cheating, stealing, robbing, physically abusing, manipulating, killing, even at the war level.

It’s what is really behind so much of the trauma (PTSD) ‘good’ men experience when tricked into it. This kind of behavior is anti-human against the human perpetrator, too. It’s like stabbing yourself in the spirit.

The anti-human behavior, which is actually anti-sentient behavior, is up to and including hurting the earth and it’s other inhabitants cuz we have to live here and usually cherish the life forms here. (I’m all for hating on mosquitoes though! *lol*)

Part of that earth trashing/animal killing thing is thumbing their noses at the El-*th though, who’s world this is. They know the El-*th are constrained from stopping them. And the hybrids had to believe they could win, so the El-*th let them.

So, then there’s that karma held in abeyance thing. It’s withheld the natural karmic consequences of that anti- human behavior as part of the contract. She keeps track of what karma’s held in abeyance by giving 144,000 little reddish swirly marble things that get placed under the person’s tongue of the ones they want to protect. (it’s actually very like a part of a logo thing for some sports station I saw a while back)

What I think the hybrids conveniently forgot to mention to their folks though, is that each marble stores all the karma due of all it’s previous users, so if you’re the current user, guess what. If the contract ends, that’s who’s stuck picking up the tab. I don’t know if it can be removed though, other than by dying. So, yipes–it’s gonna suck to be you.

Oh, she withholds karma sometimes for other folks—you know, like the bully type. It’s asked for by that bully’s higher self. Because what seems the unfairness increases the pain of the ‘victim’ waiting after death for the bully’s naked spirit to share that pain.

In that case, the higher self feels it will be more of an effective learning tool for that bully, cuz it’s going to hurt just that much more and hopefully knock some spirit sense into them. The ‘victim’ has agreed to it at the spirit level, you know, taking one for the team. We can all be so helpful like that. 🙂

So, I’m going to discuss the actual process for making full enlightenment I’ve learned about thus far.

Oh, she’s saying you guys are thinking—so? I’ll be dead by then–I won’t care. Well your next incarnation may be too young to really be able to help and since it’s still you albeit you don’t necessarily remember, you’ll still suffer the consequences of your decision now.

But one of the things I’m learning is that we’re going to be able to get that regeneration ‘program’ up and running again, so 900 years may be very doable. So in fact you may very well be here still.

So it’s something to consider before blowing this all off and going back to your Simpsons reruns. 🙂

So this is what I’ve learned so far. As I noted, you really need to clear as many dark spots as you can, so emotional healing is a top priority. I’ve pretty well covered this—because all the rest involves opening and using your  energy working skills which will involve your ability to even believe you have them.

It’s what the TV shows like Heros, The Flash and Alphas are all about. The meta-humans are really not evolved, they’re just reclaiming their lost abilities, but the hybrids want you afraid of those abilities (since “of the devil” isn’t that effective any more), they’re using the shows to plant a fear of the wild, uncontrollable, bad doing ‘meta-humans’. And for you to fear being able to use your own, with all these movies that show a good person learning to access them and going bad.

I’ve been tapping (EFT) with your higher selves for you to turn those comm lines back onto re-access your own dormant abilities and am leaving them to decide for you in the flesh, how much you can handle. An Oracle’s prerogative, to be able to access and talk with your higher selves inside the collective unconscious.

So, the good news is part of that is starting up the regeneration program, so I’m keeping my fingers crossed that improving health starts showing up although probably slowly since they’re never been used nerves that need to grow.

I also always hope that this isn’t some unconsciously made up elaborate delusion I’m creating, complete with transparencies. Be sure, I don’t just blindly ‘believe’. I’m always doing reality checks and questions.

I know what a delusional person does—and usually they don’t even question—it’s that real for them. No doubt, part of why I got guided to my masters program, so I’d know what mental slippage looks like and know that I am 100% sane. Boy, this job really requires that. I keep checking all the time anyway,

Ok—mental slippage aside, the next part requires you to have your transmuting skills fully functional, the ones that can change water into wine, lead into gold, that sort of stuff, although the lead to gold one is more advanced than really necessary.

The good news is you don’t just try to be ‘light’–pretty ambiguous, really. What you’re actually shooting for is to transmute your human body into a overarching sentience pure energy type body. They are pure energy held together by their sense of self and a knowledge balloon energy thing. Seems more possible with a tangible focus like that to me.

Of course, you won’t have a balloon thing yet, so your sense of self needs to be really strong so you have time to learn how to make that, and not just slip back into a ‘puddle’ of dispersing energy particles; think ice cube versus a thrown glass of water.

You won’t have a glass to land in yet. The ex-indigos I’ve met were usually very good at that. Being human for too long can strip that away as you lose your sense of original spirit identity and try to fit in as a human, but never really feeling like you belong. It eats at your ‘self’ and breaks down that confidence of who ‘you’ are.

At that point, I think the overarching sentience helps you to make the knowledge balloon. But you gotta get into that body yourself. I’m told if any other entity tries to do it for you, it doesn’t provide the internal connections in between body and spirit a body needs which only you can do from the inside, and it’s usually fatal. Want to avoid that, I think.

The usual process is you die and go to another body. This—you are essentially dying as a human to become a different species, and using your still living body to do so. It’s tricky.

The image I get is like two balloons joined together at the the stem. One balloon pushes all it’s air into the other not inflated balloon then rolls itself inside the other, all while keeping the air inside the now inflated one, adjusting it’s shape to fit inside the other balloon as closely as possible. (Note added; It’s not air, it’s that water, or ice cube)

It takes a bit to get adjusted. The last step, that outer layer of water balloon, (keeps the air/water in) I don’t know how that works. At that point, you’ve left junior high, and are in high school. Different teachers. 🙂

So that’s what I’ve learned. It’s actually how the overarching sentience propagate themselves. You, too, can be a baby ‘god’. *lol*

Oh and the best news is, for you travel worn souls, you never need to reincarnate again. Plus, as a overarching sentience, you can just ask the overarching sentience of the universe to make you a new home world and move you and your people back to a world exactly like you want. Of course you don’t have to stay in that form after you learn how to do that kind of transmuting. You can do any form you want. Wanna be an El-*th for a while? A grey? Or just maybe go back to your spirit origins for a while. Plus you can go back to your human form again with the meta-human stuff. You could be any sentient life form—including a whale, even a dolphin.